Lyrics ReoNa – 絶望年表 歌詞
Singer: レオナ ReoNa
Title: 絶望年表
健全な体に 健全な心が宿るのなら
不完全なまんまで産まれてきた私の身体は
どんな心を 宿すのだろう
名は体を表すというのが本当だとしたら
勇気ある獣の名前を授かったはずなのにな
どうしてこんなに 臆病なんだろう
パパが私をぶつのは きっと 全部 愛でした
ママが私を見ないのも きっと きっと全部 愛でした
だから私はいつでも 幸せな子どもでした
不幸に気づかないことは 幸せでした
命は愛の結晶です
粗末にしてはいけません
正しく響く祝福の言葉
それなのになんだか苦しいな
違う姿に憧れて 違う姿に着飾るたびに
変われないことに気づいてしまうだけ
ここじゃない場所を探して ここじゃないどこか覗くたびに
どこにもいけないことに気づくだけ
放り捨てられたランドセルと散らばった教科書
私も飛び降りたら あんな風にバラバラになるのかな
大切なものは 入ってないし
学校は嫌い だけど好きな場所があるわけじゃない
お家の中は嫌い 名前のないどこかの誰かに
なりたかった なりたかった
友だちも少しできたよ そうじゃない人も増えたよ
好きな人は少ないよ ほとんど他は嫌いだよ
優しい人は多いよ だけどみんな嘘をついてるよ
私が嫌いな私だけ変わらないまま
悪いことばかり覚えて
手首切るのにさえ飽きて
それでも動く心臓は不思議だ
誰も頼んだりなんかしないのに
違う姿に憧れて 違う姿に着飾るたびに
変われないことに気づいてしまうだけ
ここじゃない場所を探して ここじゃないどこか覗くたびに
どこにもいけないことに気づくだけ
ただ普通でいたくて
当たり前でいたくて
欲しい物なんてなくて
したいことだってなくて
叶わないこの願いの
虚しいこの気持ちの
そばにいつでもあった
旋律と言葉があった
甘く囁くように
激しく喚くように
何も救われなくても
ただそこにあった
もしも許されるのなら
もしも許されるのなら
名もなき同士寄り添って
眠りについたカタコンベ
静かに響くレクイエムのような
優しい歌を歌いたい
違う姿に憧れて 違う姿に着飾るたびに
変わらないものに気づいてきたんだよ
誰かの傷を癒せるとか 誰かの闇を払えるとか
大それたことなんて言わないよ
痛みが少し治まるまで 暗闇に少し慣れるまで
それまで そばにいられるぐらいでいいよ
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Romaji / Romanized / Romanization
Kenzen’na karada ni kenzen’na kokoro ga yadoru nonara
f#kanzen’na manma de umarete kita watashi no karada wa
don’na kokoro o yadosu nodarou
nahataiwoarawasu to iu no ga hontoda to sh#tara
yuki aru kemono no namae o sazukatta hazunanoni na
dosh#te kon’nani okubyona ndarou
papa ga watashi o butsu no wa kitto zenbu aideshita
mama ga watashi o minai no mo kitto kitto zenbu aideshita
dakara watashi wa itsu demo shiawasena kodomodeshita
f#ko ni kidzukanai koto wa shiawasedeshita
inochi wa ainokesshodesu
somatsu ni sh#te wa ikemasen
tadashiku hibiku shukuf#ku no kotoba
sorenanoni nandaka kurushi na
chigau sugata ni akogarete chigau sugata ni kikazaru tabi ni
kawarenai koto ni kidzuite shimau dake
koko janai basho o sagash#te koko janai doko ka nozoku tabi ni
dokoni mo ikenai koto ni kidzuku dake
hori sute rareta randoseru to chirabatta kyokasho
watashi mo tobioritara an’na kaze ni barabara ni naru no ka na
taisetsunamono wa haittenaishi
gakko wa kiraidakedo sukinabasho ga aru wake janai
oie no naka wa kirai namae no nai doko ka no dareka ni
naritakatta naritakatta
tomodachi mo sukoshide kita yo so janai hito mo fueta yo
sukinahito wa sukunai yo hotondo hoka wa kiraida yo
yasashi hito wa oi yodakedo min’na uso o tsuiteru yo
watashi ga kiraina watashi dake kawaranai mama
warui koto bakari oboete
tekubi kirunoni sae akite
soredemo ugoku shinzo wa fushigida
dare mo tanon dari nanka shinai no ni
chigau sugata ni akogarete chigau sugata ni kikazaru tabi ni
kawarenai koto ni kidzuite shimau dake
koko janai basho o sagash#te koko janai doko ka nozoku tabi ni
dokoni mo ikenai koto ni kidzuku dake
tada futsude itakute
atarimaede itakute
hoshi mono nante nakute
shitai koto dattenakute
kanawanai kono negai no
munashi kono kimochi no
soba ni itsu demo atta
senritsu to kotoba ga atta
amaku sasayaku yo ni
hageshiku wameku yo ni
nani mo sukuwa renakute mo
tada soko ni atta
moshimo yurusa reru nonara
moshimo yurusa reru nonara
-mei mo naki doshi yorisotte
nemuri ni tsuita katakonbe
shizuka ni hibiku rekuiemu no yona
yasashi uta o utaitai
chigau sugata ni akogarete chigau sugata ni kikazaru tabi ni
kawaranaimono ni kidzuite kita nda yo
dareka no kizu o iyaseru toka dareka no yami o haraeru toka
daisoreta koto nante iwanai yo
itami ga sukoshi osamaru made kurayami ni sukoshi nareru made
sore made soba ni i rareru guraide i yo
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絶望年表 – English Translation
If you have a healthy body and a healthy mind
My body, which has been born to an imperfect state
What kind of heart do you have?
If it is true that the name represents the body
I should have been given the name of a courageous beast
Why are you so timid?
I’m sure my dad hit me with love
I’m sure it was all love that mom didn’t see me
That’s why I was always a happy child
I was happy not to notice the misfortune
Life is a crystal of love
Don’t be poor
Blessings that sound right
It’s kind of painful
Longing for a different figure, every time I dress up in a different figure
I just realize that it doesn’t change
Looking for a place that is not here, every time I look somewhere other than here
Just realize that you can’t go anywhere
Abandoned school bags and scattered textbooks
If I jump down, I wonder if it will fall apart like that
There is no important thing in it
I hate school, but I don’t have a favorite place
I hate the inside of the house, to someone somewhere without a name
I wanted to be
I made a few friends, and more people didn’t.
Few people like it, I hate most others
There are many kind people, but everyone is lying
I hate me, I just stay the same
Remember only bad things
Tired of even cutting my wrist
The heart that still moves is strange
No one asks
Longing for a different figure, every time I dress up in a different figure
I just realize that it doesn’t change
Looking for a place that is not here, every time I look somewhere other than here
Just realize that you can’t go anywhere
I just want to be normal
I want to be natural
I don’t have what I want
I didn’t want to do it
This wish that won’t come true
This empty feeling
Was always by my side
There was a melody and words
To whisper sweetly
To shout violently
Even if nothing is saved
Was just there
If allowed
If allowed
Snuggle up to each other without names
Catacombs that fell asleep
Like a quiet requiem
I want to sing a gentle song
Longing for a different figure, every time I dress up in a different figure
I’ve noticed something that doesn’t change
Healing someone’s wounds or paying someone’s darkness
I won’t say that much
Until the pain subsides a little until you get used to the darkness a little
Until then, you only have to be by your side
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Lyrics レオナ ReoNa – 絶望年表 歌詞
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