Lyrics Hakubi – 午前4時、SNS (Gozen 4-ji, SNS) 歌詞

 
Lyrics Hakubi – 午前4時、SNS (Gozen 4-ji, SNS) 歌詞

Singer: Hakubi
Title: 午前4時、SNS (Gozen 4-ji, SNS)

考えないようにしてた明日はどう生きていこうかなんて
思うだけで吐き気がするんだ
考えなようにしてた「来年の今頃は」なんてさ
生きているのかすらわからないのにさ

ああ いつか夢見た日はいつ来るのか
わからないままで
ああ いつも同じような毎日繰り返しては
消えたい 消えたい 消えたい 消えたい

考えないようにしてたあの頃読んだ自己啓発本は
いつか役に立ったんだろうか
考えないようにしてたふるさとに雪は降ったのだろうか
いつか会えなくなってしまう家族のこと

高校時代、夢を語り合った友達は就職するし
僕の音楽の神様はメジャーデビューで何かをなくした
自分自身の肯定、存在価値の確認作業の音楽を
誰が聞くんだ

もうわかんなくなった
全部わかんなくなった
自分のために生きてきたはずなのにさ
もうわかんなくなった
全部わかんなくなったんだ
それでも明日は来る 朝は来る

情けない毎日を繰り返す自分を肯定してあげられるほど僕は優しくなれないし
黙って生きていられるほど強くなった覚えはない

望み通り愛されないことくらいわかってるよわかっているよ
わかっているけど
期待してしまう自分が嫌で嫌で嫌で仕方がないんだ

だから“死にたい”って呟いてみる
呟いてみる
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Romaji / Romanized / Romanization

Kangaenai yō ni shi teta ashita wa dō ikite ikou ka nante
omou dake de hakike ga suru nda
kangaena yō ni shi teta `rainen no imagoro wa’ nante sa
ikite iru no ka sura wakaranainoni sa

ā itsuka yumemita hi wa itsu kuru no ka
wakaranai mama de
ā itsumo onajiyōna Mainichi sōrihensh#te wa
kietai kietai kietai kietai

kangaenai yō ni shi teta anogoro yonda jiko keihatsu hon wa
itsuka yakunitatta ndarou ka
kangaenai yō ni shi teta furusato ni yuki wa futta nodarou ka
itsuka aenaku natte shimau kazoku no koto

kōkō jidai, yume o katariatta tomodachi wa shūshoku surushi
boku no ongaku no kamisama wa mejādebyū de nanika o nakushita
jibunjishin’no kōtei, sonzai kachi no kakunin sagyō no ongaku o
dare ga kiku nda

mō wakan’naku natta
zenbu wakan’naku natta
jibun’notameni ikite kita hazunanoni sa
mō wakan’naku natta
zenbu wakan’naku natta nda
soredemo ashita wa kuru asa wa kuru

nasakenai mainichi o kurikaesu jibun o kōtei sh#te age rareru hodo boku wa yasashiku narenaishi
damatte ikite i rareru hodo tsuyoku natta oboe wanai

nozomi-dōri aisa renai koto kurai wakatteru yo wakatte iru yo
wakatte irukedo
kitai sh#te shimau jibun ga iyade iyade iyade shikata ga nai nda

dakara “shinitai” tte tsubuyaite miru
tsubuyaite miru
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午前4時、SNS (Gozen 4-ji, SNS) – English Translation

I didn’t think about how to live tomorrow
I feel nauseous just by thinking
I didn’t think about “about this time next year”
I don’t even know if I’m alive

Ah, when will the day I dreamed come
Without understanding
Oh
I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear I want to disappear

The self-development book that I read at that time
Did it help someday?
Was it snowing on my hometown that I didn’t think about?
A family that I will never meet again

In high school, friends who talked about their dreams got a job
My music god lost something in his major debut
Music for confirming one’s own affirmation and existence
Who is listening

I no longer understand
I don’t understand everything
I should have lived for myself
I no longer understand
I didn’t understand everything
Still tomorrow will come morning will come

I can’t be so gentle that I can affirm myself
I don’t remember being strong enough to live silently

I know I can’t be loved as I want, I know
I know
I can’t help but hate myself

So mutter “I want to die”
Mumble
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Lyrics Hakubi – 午前4時、SNS (Gozen 4-ji, SNS) 歌詞

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