Lyrics たかやん (Takayan) – こんばんは、病んでる自分 (Konbanwa, Yanderu Jibun) 歌詞
Singer: たかやん (Takayan)
Title: こんばんは、病んでる自分 (Konbanwa, Yanderu Jibun)
こんばんは、病んでる自分
今日も愛想だけを振り撒いて
笑顔になる度 心が泣いてるね
周り 全部くだらないね
叶うはずの無い恋愛してみたり
やる前から諦めてしまったり
自分の事を主人公と思い込んでみるも
端から見たらモブなんだ
育ちも普通 外見も才能も普通 湧き出てる苦痛
私は私だって言ってるのに 他人の声に躓いて転んで
少しでも個性が欲しいから 全く意味の無い自傷に走った
きっと同じだよ皆 だから焦らなくてもいいんだ
生きたって 意味無いね
無くなって 死ぬだけ
幸せも憎しみもセーブできないまま
最後は見知らぬ所へ行く
元カレも元カノも
家族も友達も嫌いな奴も
私が作ってる
笑えなくていいや
やりたいようにやればいいか
曖昧な黒が誰かに伝わればいいか
答えの無い答えを探し求めては
彷徨い殻に篭り 終わる
気付いて 私は私の味方だ
無理せず生きよう。
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Romaji / Romanized / Romanization
Konbanwa, yanderu jibun
kyō mo aiso dake o furimaite
egao ni naru tabi kokoro ga nai teru ne
mawari zenbu kudaranai ne
kanau hazu no nai ren’ai sh#te mi tari
yaru mae kara akiramete shimattari
jibun no koto o shujinkō to omoikonde miru mo
-tan kara mitara mobuna nda
sodachi mo futsū gaiken mo sainō mo futsū wakide teru kutsū
watashi wa watashi datte itterunoni tanin no koe ni tsumazuite koronde
sukoshidemo kosei ga hoshīkara mattaku iminonai ji kizu ni hashitta
kitto onajida yo minadakara aseranakute mo ī nda
iki tatte imi nai ne
nakunatte shinu dake
shiawase mo nikushimi mo sēbu dekinai mama
saigo wa mishiranu tokoro e iku
moto kare mo moto Kano mo
kazoku mo tomodachi mo kiraina yatsu mo
watashi ga tsukutteru
waraenakute ī ya
yaritai yō ni yareba ī ka
aimaina kuro ga dareka ni tsutawareba ī ka
kotae no nai kotae o sagashimotomete wa
samayoi kara ni komori owaru
kidzuite watashi wa watashi no mikatada
muri sezu ikiyou.
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こんばんは、病んでる自分 (Konbanwa, Yanderu Jibun) – English Translation
Good evening, I’m sick
Even today, just sprinkle affairs
Every time I smile, my heart is crying
Everything around is crap
Trying to make a love that can’t come true
I gave up before I did it
I think of myself as the main character
Seen from the edge, it’s a mob
Growing up, normal appearance and talent, normal welling pain
I’m telling you
I wanted a little personality, so I ran into self-harm that had no meaning.
I’m sure it’s the same, so you don’t have to rush
Living is meaningless
Lost and only die
I can’t save happiness or hate
Finally go to a strange place
Both ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend
Family, friends, haters
I’m making
I don’t need to laugh
Should I do what I want
Should the ambiguous black be transmitted to someone?
In search of an unanswered answer
End in a wandering shell
Notice i’m my ally
Let’s live without overdoing it
Find more lyrics at myjpop.jspinyin.net
Lyrics たかやん (Takayan) – こんばんは、病んでる自分 (Konbanwa, Yanderu Jibun) 歌詞
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