Lyrics おくのほそみち (Hosomichi Okuno) – 灰とアポトーシス (Hai to Apoptosis) 歌詞
Singer: おくのほそみち (Hosomichi Okuno)
Title: 灰とアポトーシス (Hai to Apoptosis)
退屈な暮らしの中で自分を失う僕たちは
思い通りにこの身体を動かせやしなくて
二足歩行に飽きたフリして誰かに寄りかかるあの娘の
手首の傷は黒い文字で覆われてるんだろう
夢の中で灰にまみれた街が見える
誰もが気づかないように息を潜めてた
人を裏切って
綺麗な事実だけを残したい今の時代を
生きる意味なんてないと呟いた僕は
「壊れるくらい、誰かに愛されたい」と願う
すぐに枯れてしまう灰色の花は
今日も 今日も 今日も
臆病なまま朝は来ないから
いつも明日の僕は
僕じゃないんだ
薄すぎる細胞の膜に包まれ狭くなる世界は
いつも通りの思考と呼吸すら許さなくて
白か黒かで総てを測ろうとするあの人の偽善は
予め決められた最後が見えているんだろう
灰に塗れ、自分殺したまま歳を取る
古い理想の墓場で生きてる人達が
燃え滓になった 一人ぼっちの僕を今日も嘲笑う最中に
些かに足りない頭で夜は更ける
「溢れるくらい誰かを愛したい」なんて嘘を
抱いた先には孤独しかないから
いつも いつも いつも
表情(かお)を失くした君が嗤っていた
｢殺シテシマイタイクライニ
貴方ヲ愛シテイルヨ｣
夢の中で、灰に塗れた花が揺れてる
どこか君に似ているのはきっと気のせいだ
今を裏切って、一人目覚めても変わらないこの僕の未来は
君の「さよなら」ですべてが殺されていくよ
過ぎてしまう季節の中 取り残されて
ひとひらの雫がこぼれ落ちたなら
最後 最後 最後
分かり合えずに 大人になってしまう
やがて昨日の僕は消えていく
｢壊れるくらい、誰かに愛されたい｣と願う
すぐに枯れてしまう灰色の花は
僕と君のようだ
思い出のままで 時が止まっている
鏡に映った君を愛せなかった僕は
灰の中、舞う花びらの欠片
輪廻のようで
僕だけを取り残して生まれ変わる世界は
ありふれたまま 夜が終わっていく
いつも明日の自分が
自分じゃないんだ
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Romaji / Romanized / Romanization
Taikutsuna kurashi no naka de jibun o ushinau bokutachi wa
omoidori ni kono karada o ugokaseya shinakute
nisokuhoko ni akita furi sh#te dareka ni yorikakaru ano musume no
tekubi no kizu wa kuroi moji de owa re teru ndarou
yumenonakade hai ni mamireta machi ga mieru
daremoga kidzukanai yo ni iki o hisome teta
hito o uragitte
kireina jijitsu dake o nokoshitai ima no jidai o
ikiruimi nante nai to tsubuyaita boku wa
`kowareru kurai, dareka ni aisaretai’ to negau
sugu ni karete shimau haiiro no hana wa
kyo mo kyo mo kyo mo
okubyona mama asa wa konaikara
itsumo ashita no boku wa
boku janai nda
usu sugiru saibo no maku ni tsutsuma re semaku naru sekai wa
itsumodori no shiko to kokyu sura yurusanakute
shiro ka kuro ka de subete o hakarou to suru ano hito no gizen wa
arakajime kime rareta saigo ga miete iru ndarou
hai ni nure, jibun koroshita mama toshi o toru
furui riso no hakaba de iki teru hitotachi ga
moe kasu ni natta hitoribotchi no boku o kyo mo azawarau saichu ni
isasaka ni tarinai atama de yoru wa f#keru
`afureru kurai dareka o aishitai’ nante uso o
daita sakini wa kodoku shika naikara
itsumo itsumo itsumo
hyojo (kao) o shitsu kushita kimi ga 嗤 Tte ita
`ya sh#teshimaitaikuraini
anata o ai sh#teiruyo’
yumenonakade, hai ni nureta hana ga yure teru
doko ka kimi ni nite iru no wa kitto ki no seida
ima o uragitte, hitori mezamete mo kawaranai kono boku no mirai wa
kimi no `sayonara’ de subete ga korosa rete iku yo
sugite shimau kisetsu no naka torinokosa rete
hitohira no shizuku ga koboreochitanara
saigo saigo saigo
wakari aezu ni otona ni natte shimau
yagate kino no boku wa kieteiku
`kowareru kurai, dareka ni aisaretai’ to negau
sugu ni karete shimau haiiro no hana wa
boku to kimi no yoda
omoide no mama de toki ga tomatte iru
-kyo ni utsutta kimi o aisenakatta boku wa
hai no naka, mau hanabira no kakera
rin’ne no yo de
boku dake o torinokosh#te umarekawaru sekai wa
arifureta mama yoru ga owatte iku
itsumo ashita no jibun ga
jibun janai nda
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灰とアポトーシス (Hai to Apoptosis) – English Translation
We who lose ourselves in a boring life
I can’t move this body as I want
That girl who pretends to be tired of bipedalism and leans against someone
Wrist scratches will be covered with black letters
I can see the city covered with ashes in my dreams
I held my breath so that no one would notice
Betray people
In this era when you want to keep only beautiful facts
I muttered that there was no point in living
I wish “I want to be loved by someone so much that it breaks”
The gray flowers that die quickly
Today, today, today
I’m timid and the morning doesn’t come
I’m always tomorrow
Not me
The world that becomes narrower surrounded by the membrane of cells that are too thin
I didn’t even allow my usual thoughts and breathing
The hypocrisy of that person who tries to measure everything in black or white
I wonder if you can see the predetermined end
Smear in ashes and grow old while killing yourself
People living in the old ideal graveyard
I was ridiculed by myself today as I was lonely
The night goes on with a slightly lacking head
Lie “I want to love someone so much”
Because there is only loneliness in the place I hold
Always always always
You who lost your face were crying
“Killing sh#tesimaitai Kleini
You love me
In a dream, the flowers painted in ashes are shaking
I’m sure it’s because I’m like you somewhere
Betraying the present, my future will not change even if I wake up alone
Everything will be killed by your “goodbye”
Left behind in the passing season
If a drop of a palm spills
Last last last
I can’t understand each other and become an adult
Eventually yesterday I will disappear
I wish “I want to be loved by someone so much that it breaks”
The gray flowers that die quickly
Like me and you
Time has stopped with memories
I couldn’t love you in the mirror
Fragments of flying petals in the ashes
Like a reincarnation
The world that will be reborn leaving only me
The night is over as it is commonplace
I’m always tomorrow
I’m not myself
Find more lyrics at myjpop.jspinyin.net
Lyrics おくのほそみち (Hosomichi Okuno) – 灰とアポトーシス (Hai to Apoptosis) 歌詞
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