Lyrics ヒグチアイ (Higuchi Ai) – 備忘録 (Bibouroku) 歌詞

 
Lyrics ヒグチアイ (Higuchi Ai) – 備忘録 (Bibouroku) 歌詞

Singer: ヒグチアイ (Higuchi Ai)
Title: 備忘録 (Bibouroku)

中学二年生の頃、変わったね、と言われて
いじめられてからもう10年以上経ちますが
事故だと言い張れない傷に今も悩まされています
人に嫌われない術を身につけたかわりに自分のことを嫌いになって
押し殺した感情腐らせても捨てる場所はないのです
果てにたどり着いた処理場が「うた」でした

ちやほやされてできたものは19で消えた
身体切り刻んでできたものは今も宝石
天邪鬼でも高飛車でも好きになってくれた人
どうかどうか忘れないで

25になったら地元に帰ると言ったけど帰るような勇気はありません
評論家 会社員 に並ぶような冠名の前に自称とつく可能性の高さ
憧れは「pink」で描かれていた東京 染まれたら楽になれたでしょうか
「終電逃してタクシー」「有名人に会いました」
いつだって蚊帳の外 貯金なし恋人なし
なのになぜかどこか安定しています

ちやほやされてできたものにすがっている
超えていくと誓ったものに近付けている
なりたかった自分になれたくせに嫌いになった
矛盾だけが 風を吹かせます

人生かけて愛した人がいました
裏切られてもなお愛していました
鉛筆で書いた文字を指でこするように
誤魔化し諦める方法を覚えていました
いつかのわたしが今のわたしを見たら
なんて言うでしょうか?大人だって言うでしょうか?
好きになってくれた人しか好きになれないのは
自分のこと好きになれないから

誰かと生きることを生きる意味にしてたんだ
理由つけてあきらめて自分騙してたんだ
なにも始めてない なにもやり遂げてないよな
1人になって気付く 孤独と夢はいつも共にあった

ちやほやされてできたものは19で消えた
身体切り刻んでできたものは今も宝石
天邪鬼でも高飛車でも愛してくれた人
どうか元気でいてほしい

愛していたやりたかった居たかった
欲しかった待っていた夢だった
もう全部捨てた
全てを捨てたつもりで全てのおかげさま
背負わずとも背中を押す無数の手のひら
どうか自分よ 忘れるな
どうか自分よ 忘れるな
Find more lyrics at myjpop.jspinyin.net

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Romaji / Romanized / Romanization

Chūgakuninensei no koro, kawatta ne, to iwa rete
ijime rarete kara mō 10-nen ijō tachimasuga
jikoda to iiharenai kizu ni ima mo nayamasa rete imasu
hito ni kirawa renai jutsu o mi ni tsuketa kawari ni jibun no koto o kirai ni natte
oshikoro sh#ta kanjō kusara sete mo suteru basho wa nai nodesu
hate ni tadoritsuita shori-ba ga `uta’deshita

chiyahoya sa rete dekita mono wa 19 de kieta
karada kirikizande dekita mono wa ima mo hōseki
amanojaku demo takabisha demo suki ni natte kureta hito
dō ka dō ka wasurenaide

25 ni nattara jimoto ni kaeru to ittakedo kaeru yōna yūki wa arimasen
hyōron-ka kaishain ni narabu yōna kanmurimei no mae ni jishō to tsuku kanōsei no taka-sa
akogare wa `pink’ de egaka rete ita Tōkyō shima retara raku ni naretadeshou ka
`shūden nogash#te takushī’`yūmeijin ni aimashita’
itsu datte kaya no soto chokin nashi koibito nashi
nanoni naze ka doko ka antei sh#te imasu

chiyahoya sa rete dekita mono ni sugatte iru
koete iku to chikatta mono ni chikadzukete iru
naritakatta jibun ni nareta kuse ni kirai ni natta
mujun dake ga kaze o f#ka semasu

jinsei kakete aishita hito ga imashita
uragira rete mo nao ai sh#te imashita
enpitsu de kaita moji o yubi de kosuru yō ni
gomakashi akirameru hōhō o oboete imashita
itsuka no watashi ga ima no watashi o mitara
nante iudeshou ka? Otona datte iudeshou ka?
Suki ni natte kureta hito shika suki ni narenai no wa
jibun no koto suki ni narenaikara

dare ka to ikiru koto o ikiruimi ni shi teta nda
riyū tsukete akiramete jibun damashi teta nda
nani mo hajimete nai nani mo yaritoge tenai yona
1-ri ni natte kidzuku kodoku to yume wa itsumo tomoni atta

chiyahoya sa rete dekita mono wa 19 de kieta
karada kirikizande dekita mono wa ima mo hōseki
amanojaku demo takabisha demo itosh#te kureta hito
dō ka genkide ite hoshī

aish#te ita yaritakatta itakatta
hoshikatta matteita yumedatta
mō zenbu suteta
subete o suteta tsumori de subete no okage-sama
showazutomo senaka o osu musū no tenohira
dō ka jibun yo wasureruna
dō ka jibun yo wasureruna
Find more lyrics at myjpop.jspinyin.net

備忘録 (Bibouroku) – English Translation

When I was in the second year of middle school, I was told that it changed.
It’s been over 10 years since I was bullied
I’m still suffering from scars that can’t be said to be an accident
Instead of learning how to be disliked by people, I hate myself
There is no place to throw away even if the emotions you slay
The processing plant that arrived at the end was “Uta”

What was made chilled disappeared at 19
Even if the body is chopped, it is still a jewel
A person who loves both evil spirits and high jumps
Don’t forget

I said I would go home when I got 25, but I don’t have the courage to go home.
High possibility of being self-proclaimed before a crowned name like a critic
Longing was drawn in “pink” in Tokyo. Would it be easier if it was dyed?
“I missed the last train and took a taxi” “I met a celebrity”
Always outside the mosquito net, no savings, no lover
But somehow it’s stable somehow

I’m clinging to something that was made
Closer to what you have vowed to exceed
I wanted to be myself
Only the contradiction blows the wind

There was a person I loved over my life
Even though I was betrayed, I still loved
Like rubbing with a finger the letters you write with a pencil
I remembered how to give up and give up
If someday I see me now
What would you say? Do you say you are an adult?
Only people who like me can like it
I can’t like myself

I meant to live with someone
I gave up on the reason and cheated myself
I haven’t started anything, I haven’t done anything
Being alone, I realize that loneliness and dreams have always been together

What was made chilled disappeared at 19
Even if the body is chopped, it is still a jewel
A person who loves both evil spirits and high jumps
Please be healthy

I loved i wanted to do it i wanted to stay
It was the dream I was waiting for
All thrown away
I think I’ve thrown it all away
Countless palms that push your back even if you don’t carry them on your back
Please don’t forget me
Please don’t forget me
Find more lyrics at myjpop.jspinyin.net

Lyrics ヒグチアイ (Higuchi Ai) – 備忘録 (Bibouroku) 歌詞

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